1. I don't take kindly to disrespect. What you do might not seem disrespectful to you, but it is buddy and guess what? You just lost a friend.I'm through with you. I'm so glad that this chapter in my life is finally over with.
ps. Fuck you, I DO hate you.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Drunkards.
I hate drunk people.
Sorry, but those people annoy me. So I just had an 19 minute and 40 second convo with a drunkard; Seth. OMG WORST CONVO EVER! First of all, I'm already annoyed cause he said he was leaving 2 hours ago and he hadn't texted me back. So I'm like "great, he's drinking and driving, what if something happened?" But yeah...just got off the phone and omg it was terrible...at first it was okay...he seemed the same...then he started telling me about how his friend Tim blew this slut off and he had the most annoying laugh ever throughout the story...I couldn't hear half the stuff he was saying and had to repeatedly say "okay, say that again." Then he gets mushy on me and starts telling me about how beautiful I am...most beautiful girl in the world, etc etc...and then he says "I wish you were here right now. Come lay down beside me." And I'm like... "uhh no, I don't think I'd like that." And he said "I wasn't looking at anyone else at the bar, the only girl I was looking at was the one on my phone." (His background Pic on his phone is a big ass picture of me, long story). And I'm kinda like... "wait...what? That's not what I was getting at." And he then cuts me off and says "Yeah I know I'm drunk and acting like an idiot."
I smiled.
That's EXACTLY what I was thinking.
He then proceeded to talk more in drunk fashion and finally I said that I was sleepy and we hung up.
Drunk people and their drunk phone calls, smh.
And worst of ALL...I KNOW my boyfriend will be calling me in 30 minutes drunk as hell too, ugh...
Round 2!!!
Sorry, but those people annoy me. So I just had an 19 minute and 40 second convo with a drunkard; Seth. OMG WORST CONVO EVER! First of all, I'm already annoyed cause he said he was leaving 2 hours ago and he hadn't texted me back. So I'm like "great, he's drinking and driving, what if something happened?" But yeah...just got off the phone and omg it was terrible...at first it was okay...he seemed the same...then he started telling me about how his friend Tim blew this slut off and he had the most annoying laugh ever throughout the story...I couldn't hear half the stuff he was saying and had to repeatedly say "okay, say that again." Then he gets mushy on me and starts telling me about how beautiful I am...most beautiful girl in the world, etc etc...and then he says "I wish you were here right now. Come lay down beside me." And I'm like... "uhh no, I don't think I'd like that." And he said "I wasn't looking at anyone else at the bar, the only girl I was looking at was the one on my phone." (His background Pic on his phone is a big ass picture of me, long story). And I'm kinda like... "wait...what? That's not what I was getting at." And he then cuts me off and says "Yeah I know I'm drunk and acting like an idiot."
I smiled.
That's EXACTLY what I was thinking.
He then proceeded to talk more in drunk fashion and finally I said that I was sleepy and we hung up.
Drunk people and their drunk phone calls, smh.
And worst of ALL...I KNOW my boyfriend will be calling me in 30 minutes drunk as hell too, ugh...
Round 2!!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Random thoughts from April 5th.
i prayed all winter for some heat, and now it has came with a vengeance. it is so flucking hot out...what the fuck! and it's only spring.
i need a job...i say this like everyday...i filled out an application today for a movie theatre, that'd be fun, right? thinking about going ahead and working at six flags like everybody else. it just seems like i'd quit within 2 weeks. first of all, it's wayyy in Arlington...and minimum wage ain't finna pay for my gas like that...and second of all...just imagine being outside in the blazing heat all day, gah! Andre wants me to work at this new Genghis Grill opening up, we'll see. me and him together? we'll get fired in no time.
my best friend wrecked my car...ran it straight into the back of a black bmw. it's alright though, just the license plate is a little bent.
i texted DE again today (yeah yeah, i know)...i keep forgetting to remind myself that he is actively avoiding all contact with me and really doesn't give a damn whether we ever talk again. sad, but i'll get over it i suppose. just thought had someone to talk to about whatever whenever, but sadly i don't. i've been thinking about deleting him from my phone, that way i wouldn't text him or anything cause i don't know the number by heart. i bet he frowns everytime he sees my name pop up on his phone...like "here is this little desperate girl texting me AGAIN"...i wouldn't be shocked if he has already beat me to the punch and deleted me from his phone...hell he's probably trying to figure out a way to block me as i type...i don't know whether or not i should tell him i blogged about him. i kinda do cause i want him to know how i feel, but i kinda don't cause i know he'll go apeshit when he reads this.
feeling nauseous again...which has been happening A LOT lately...what is wrong with me?
i need a job...i say this like everyday...i filled out an application today for a movie theatre, that'd be fun, right? thinking about going ahead and working at six flags like everybody else. it just seems like i'd quit within 2 weeks. first of all, it's wayyy in Arlington...and minimum wage ain't finna pay for my gas like that...and second of all...just imagine being outside in the blazing heat all day, gah! Andre wants me to work at this new Genghis Grill opening up, we'll see. me and him together? we'll get fired in no time.
my best friend wrecked my car...ran it straight into the back of a black bmw. it's alright though, just the license plate is a little bent.
i texted DE again today (yeah yeah, i know)...i keep forgetting to remind myself that he is actively avoiding all contact with me and really doesn't give a damn whether we ever talk again. sad, but i'll get over it i suppose. just thought had someone to talk to about whatever whenever, but sadly i don't. i've been thinking about deleting him from my phone, that way i wouldn't text him or anything cause i don't know the number by heart. i bet he frowns everytime he sees my name pop up on his phone...like "here is this little desperate girl texting me AGAIN"...i wouldn't be shocked if he has already beat me to the punch and deleted me from his phone...hell he's probably trying to figure out a way to block me as i type...i don't know whether or not i should tell him i blogged about him. i kinda do cause i want him to know how i feel, but i kinda don't cause i know he'll go apeshit when he reads this.
feeling nauseous again...which has been happening A LOT lately...what is wrong with me?
Monday, April 5, 2010
hi, i'm MARS and i'm a sextaholic.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE to sext. Corny, right? I don't know but I sext probably....85% of my day. Probably like 96% of my text messages are "sexts". I really don't know how...well nevermind I do know how I got into it, but that's not important right now. Fuck it, I'm currently sexting as I type, smh! Someone asked on SOHH "how can you get off to sexting?" It's a reasonable question...and the only way I can explain it is, by telling someone what you want to do to them, you end up imagining it...which in return makes you horny (lol). Although I pretend like I do not like it or want him to stop, I love being sexted during class or when I'm anywhere in public. It thrills me. I'm good at it, well...excellent. I just KNOW what to say to certain guys that will drive them wild.
I guess that goes hand in hand with the fact that I love public sex. Now let me clarify, I haven't done much in public...only 3 tiny things...one at the beach, another in a parking lot, and the most risky place being UTA's Library.
Today I was being sexted while I was at the library...and oh my gosh...I came...in the library!@# Most thrilling thing ever. Ever. Just as I like to be sexted in public I like to mess with dudes while they are in public...in a car with a bunch of people, at a store...class...work, definitely. It's fun. *shrugs*
Anyways, I feel a little nauseous right now, but it's not that bad...been eating raisins all day. I hung out with Monty today...he's cool but it's like "dude, lets be cereals, you like me. Admit it." Yeah that seems INCREDIBLY conceited but th at's how I'm feeling right now so don't knock me. I officially BC'd today...hooray! So I'm completely natural now...I didn't/haven't went into shock yet so that's good. It wasn't A LOT to cut...it's honestly amazing how much new growth I got within a year...enough to where you can kinda see that my hair is shorter but not by much..so I wasn't really sweating cutting off the 1.5-2 inches left of my relaxed ends. I haven't told my boyfriend yet...I'm going to wait until we take a shower together tomorrow and I'm sure he'll notice if he isn't too busy doing other things (wink, wink)...
Back to sexting...
I guess that goes hand in hand with the fact that I love public sex. Now let me clarify, I haven't done much in public...only 3 tiny things...one at the beach, another in a parking lot, and the most risky place being UTA's Library.
Today I was being sexted while I was at the library...and oh my gosh...I came...in the library!@# Most thrilling thing ever. Ever. Just as I like to be sexted in public I like to mess with dudes while they are in public...in a car with a bunch of people, at a store...class...work, definitely. It's fun. *shrugs*
Anyways, I feel a little nauseous right now, but it's not that bad...been eating raisins all day. I hung out with Monty today...he's cool but it's like "dude, lets be cereals, you like me. Admit it." Yeah that seems INCREDIBLY conceited but th at's how I'm feeling right now so don't knock me. I officially BC'd today...hooray! So I'm completely natural now...I didn't/haven't went into shock yet so that's good. It wasn't A LOT to cut...it's honestly amazing how much new growth I got within a year...enough to where you can kinda see that my hair is shorter but not by much..so I wasn't really sweating cutting off the 1.5-2 inches left of my relaxed ends. I haven't told my boyfriend yet...I'm going to wait until we take a shower together tomorrow and I'm sure he'll notice if he isn't too busy doing other things (wink, wink)...
Back to sexting...
i'm still up...
WTF! Okay...I didn't take the excedrin cause I thought "well I only have a few left and might really need them since I get REALLY bad headaches"...so here I am...so about 30 mins ago I said "Hey, let's masturbate! That'll do the trick!"...it did not...well it kinda did, i'm a bit tired and hot...but I am still on the web, ugh...
Okay okay...I'm closing my laptop now, lol.
Okay okay...I'm closing my laptop now, lol.
going back and forth (RANDOMNESS!@@ ALERT!@)
back blogging again, seems i only blog when something is wrong. ugh. well anyways i'm up late, as usual, just got done watching chris rock's "good hair", it was okay, i guess; entertaining for a documentary to say the least. my ipod is almost dead and i need to plug it up but i really don't feel like it. for some reason my keys seem stuck, like i have to push down hard and shit. anyways.
why am i up late? because i have a million and one things running around in my head right now and i'm addicted to LHCF.
two minutes ago i decided to paint my nails coffee brown. my bf used to say that he could tell my mood just by looking at my nails...wonder what the hell brown means, i'll ask him that tomorrow.
things have been going good between us, no fights or anything. my hair feels dry or something, i gave myself a protein treatment tonight and ugh...we'll see how this braid out looks in the morning.
i'm pretty naked right now and it's still fucking hot as fuck in this room and i have the window open and my fan on high, WTF!
i keep forgetting to download Blu's mixtapes.
Mcnabb got traded to the Redskins...yo wtf do I have to do to get this summinabiznatch out my division?
i got this book called needful things by stephen king...been had it for awhile...only read a little every now and then but it's pretty good...just hadn't the time to sit down and actually read a good portion of it.
i've been working out A LOT...like everyday, lol...it takes my mind off things but when i'm done it's like... "oh yeah...life."
god this blog post is sounding depressing, lol...well anyways here's some good things to liven it up.
there is seth. i've opened up to him A LOT....we text each other from...well he texts me around late 5am...usually i text back around 6:45am...and we usually text all day long...until around 5 when he leaves his parents and is almost home, we talk on the phone...then there is more texting...and we talk again from 11 to whenever i go to sleep, or pretend to go to sleep. the longest me and him have talked on the phone was 6 hours, and probably our shortest convo was 20 mins, we gets it in, lol. but yeah he has became one of my closest friends, i can almost tell him everything except stuff about monty and my sex life. which sucks cause i really have no one to confide EVERYTHING in anymore since rob is out of my life. i mean my bf is there and sara but there is just some stuff that i can't tell them or they just wouldn't be able to relate to.
i'm getting really emotional writing this for some reason...and i haven't cried in awhile but damn this actually feels good...i need to sleep though...
about to pop to excedrins two knock me out (hopefully), peace.
why am i up late? because i have a million and one things running around in my head right now and i'm addicted to LHCF.
two minutes ago i decided to paint my nails coffee brown. my bf used to say that he could tell my mood just by looking at my nails...wonder what the hell brown means, i'll ask him that tomorrow.
things have been going good between us, no fights or anything. my hair feels dry or something, i gave myself a protein treatment tonight and ugh...we'll see how this braid out looks in the morning.
i'm pretty naked right now and it's still fucking hot as fuck in this room and i have the window open and my fan on high, WTF!
i keep forgetting to download Blu's mixtapes.
Mcnabb got traded to the Redskins...yo wtf do I have to do to get this summinabiznatch out my division?
i got this book called needful things by stephen king...been had it for awhile...only read a little every now and then but it's pretty good...just hadn't the time to sit down and actually read a good portion of it.
i've been working out A LOT...like everyday, lol...it takes my mind off things but when i'm done it's like... "oh yeah...life."
god this blog post is sounding depressing, lol...well anyways here's some good things to liven it up.
there is seth. i've opened up to him A LOT....we text each other from...well he texts me around late 5am...usually i text back around 6:45am...and we usually text all day long...until around 5 when he leaves his parents and is almost home, we talk on the phone...then there is more texting...and we talk again from 11 to whenever i go to sleep, or pretend to go to sleep. the longest me and him have talked on the phone was 6 hours, and probably our shortest convo was 20 mins, we gets it in, lol. but yeah he has became one of my closest friends, i can almost tell him everything except stuff about monty and my sex life. which sucks cause i really have no one to confide EVERYTHING in anymore since rob is out of my life. i mean my bf is there and sara but there is just some stuff that i can't tell them or they just wouldn't be able to relate to.
i'm getting really emotional writing this for some reason...and i haven't cried in awhile but damn this actually feels good...i need to sleep though...
about to pop to excedrins two knock me out (hopefully), peace.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
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